sarah: no im not gnna think bout him anymore…
sarah: of course nt><…
can you imagine me talkin to myself like tht?
well i do… ‘most every day><…
remember d blog i wrote bout 2 mths ago? sigh~ it didnt work at all…
nt even a week, can you believe tht?!!
i cant do it…
dont be nice to me pls…
you’re a great friend, mayb too great a friend,
i dont want to get close to you, i dont want to even talk to you!
cuz it makes it twice as hard to pull away……
startin to cry myself to sleep again,
tell me, does this have to happen every time i get into a relationship?
if so, i would rather i never have to like anyone, or have anyone like me…